★ Thanks A LOT !
I lied to you ?
What did i lie to you in the first place ?
What isit about ?
Please don't anyhow accuse .
You asked me to change my DP .
Yes , i did change it early in the morning before i went off to work .
I can't change it the night before cuz my parents are not at home .
They pull out the net and i don't have any chance to go online .
I even deleted what Gilbert commented on my photo .
I wanted to say thanks to you .
But, i guess its no use .
You don't even care about me .
I knew it from the start .
That is why i'm afraid to fall in love .
I know that you're gonna leave me one day .
Just because i lied to you lots of times .
Which i think it's lame .
Why can't you stop accusing me !?
Why can't you just find out the truth first before saying something ?!
My tears is dripping non-stop while i'm blogging right now .
It's alrights .
My body is weak and achey .
Saw throat is really terrible .
Cough blood ?
Whats that suppose to mean ?
I guess it's time for god to take away my life .
I don't wanna live anymore .
The person that i care most doesn't care about me anymore .
Why should i live ?
I know that you're in love with someone else .
I knew it from the start .
You took me as a rebound .
What a GREAT liar .
THANKS !
I thought you were different .
Different than those guys i've met .
But yet , you're the same as them .
ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME !
I studied them .
Those patterns of theirs were all the SAME .
Treating the girl like one PROSTITUDE .
Took what they want from them
and after all those sweetness that they got ,
they left them .
ALL those guys who broke off with me,
the reason is because they have NO more FEELINGS towards me .
It's all gone . And faded .
ALL GUYS ARE BULLSHITS !
they're GOOD in twisting stories .
By not saying things straight-forward .
I know you hate me NOW.
I know you doesn't have feelings towards me from the start .
I know you took me as a rebound .
I know you want me to get out of your life cuz you find me irritating and
furthermore, you're in LOVE with someone else .
I know i'm nothing to you .
I know i'm not important to you .
I know i SUCK!
i know i'm too Dirty for you .
i know i'm TOO STUPID for you cuz i'm from NA ,
and i got bad results and i went to RP .
and i got no future .
I know my attitude is so BAD for you .
Yeah, that girl that you wanted to be with is way more CLEVERER & SMART !
and obtain good results . and pretty , hot , tall , sexy , responsible , caring , clean , romantic ,
soft-hearted , great attitude ,
Hell yeah , your perfect woman to be with .
I know i'm UGLY , SHORT , DISGUSTING
And i have a very BAD HEART ! BAD TASTE !
Yeaps , i know i'm ain't perfect .
I SUCK !
I'm the suckiest girl ever !
No one wants to last with me .
cuz i just SUCK !
i know , i SUcK !
i know where i stand .
I'm a LOW CLASS woman .
Damn sick .
Feel like not coming to school on MONDAY .
cuz i gonna lost my voice .
like SOON !
Okay , you don't even care .
It's alrights .
I'm always alone .
I'm just a loner ,
I'm a nobody .
And now , i've lost you .
i've lost a bestie .
A person who i trust most .
A person who i need .
A person who is always there to correct my mistakes .
A person who i always complains to .
Thanks A LOT .
With lots of love,
lilShawty .
Marie lil Shawty
I born in a pieces life on 16 June 1993.
♥I love my boyfriend♥
Moreover, I interested on musics, fashion, photography and cute stuff for several times. Those are my passion.
♥
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